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Exigencies

At first, I just wanted you
to be my friend
we were best friends

But then, I was avid
but then, I got greedy
and then, I became selfish
I got distracted
by the exigencies of needing you
I wanted you as a whole

The day I convinced you
I don't wanna rush this
I lied to myself
deep down
I craved for you

I yearn
I yearn longingly
for you
yet
I forced my mind
to believe that I hate you.



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