Misadventures.

Do I need to feel sorry for liking you? Do I need to feel sorry for liking you that much? Do I need to feel sorry for telling you how much i like you? Do I need to feel sorry to myself if you don't feel the same? Do I need to feel that sad if the rejection is real? Do I need to feel that sad if I'm definitely not your choice? Do I need to feel sad, that everytime I fall for a good and nice guy, I will never be accepted? Do I need to feel sorry that I'm fat? Do I need to feel sorry that I'm ugly? Do I need to feel sorry that I'm not good enough for everyone else? Do I need to feel sorry to myself if I'm no longer believe in me? Do I need to feel sorry to myself if I love someone so much till I forget how to love myself? I feel terribly bad for liking a perfect guy when I know I'm just a em, idk. yet im feel comfortable when he's around. he never let me feel insecure about myself, and that is the part when i notice he was just being ...

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"If the attraction was real, and he felt what you felt, then he won’t forget about you." she was once a fat, an unkempt girl. she was only thirteen when she, unfortunately, fell in love for the first time. despite her lack of 'look', the guy still accepted her and yeah, they have been in love for at least two months. yet things don't turn out to be perfect, their love grows cold and on a sleepless night, she left him. but the girl learned her lesson, she was wrong and everything can be settled down if she doesn't being egoistic. by the chance, with a sense of humbleness, she asked for forgiveness. she knew that she loves him, so much. but disastrously, he insulted her by saying that she is fat and ugly. and you know what was the worst part of it, she was no longer believe in herself. she cried herself to sleep each night, tears soaking her pillow.  and to let the broken heart heal, she accepted guys who definitely will ruin her life for real....